That moment in time

 

It was 2018, I heard a shout from the living room’Chris, hurry up! Your girlfriend from CNN is on tv!’ I jump up from my desk and lunge into the living room confused. “Girlfriend?” As I turned to face the tv, I see her: Kaitlan Collins is in front of the White House at 10:30 pm. I remember telling Theresa how pretty she was.

There was never any question about my loyalty to Theresa. 

Time slows down and I notice she was glowing, wearing a blue turtleneck sweater and a black overcoat. She was wearing obscenely large gold hoop earrings. I remember saying out loud ‘Oh my God’, she was so beautiful. Her hair was shining.

I was stunned. She froze on live tv and stumbled trying to speak. She had to catch herself, then talked about some Washington nonsense. 

She stared into the camera intently. She clenched her fists very tightly. Her voice used meaningful phrases and words. It was clear she was nervous while on set. God knows what must have been running through her mind while in that moment. Her eyes shined brightly and beautifully. Was this love?

At my computer desk an hour later, I had this weird urge to tune into CNN using a 3rd party stream site. A few minutes later, Kaitlan again appears on the channel. ‘This is Kaitlan Collins at the White House, and this is CNN” And that annoying tag music. Holy shit did she appear pretty. I remember google searching her for no reason. I feel a yearning

 sensation after viewing the video. 

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