Insightful Post, Exquisite Beauty

 20 years ago it was 2002. My how time has changed so quickly. I have discovered new ways to adapt in this brave new world. And this new world is full of wonder and natural amazement.

The loneliness that develops can be enormous. The natural tendency for me is to withdraw, but now I have the proper coping skills for loss and grief. Sometimes you need to lose a lot to learn you've gained so much more.

Time moves forward. You cannot stop the movement of time, and the painful memories it can leave behind. However, looking back can provide some very interesting perspectives. I have a Youtube channel, and I recently reviewed some old livestreams. Watching them made me incredibly happy. I was high as hell and going through Tinder swipes. Oh those times. I miss them deeply.

Anyway, I thought I would review some of my old broadcasts, then perform a miracle and begin streaming again. I'm back to job searching, which is good. I need a stable job and a decent place to permanently live. 

-C