Computer is dead

 My gaming and streaming pc won’t get past the bios POST screen. I gave up troubleshooting and brought it to memory express. Hopefully they can get it to post. Since I threw out my old hard drives when I lost it last week, the new western digital 850 m.2 should work. 

I’m not really concerned about rebuilding it. I decided I would not go back to try and find my glasses. Instead I’ll contact the C-train company and see if anyone turned it in.

Unpacking is progressing. I hope to be back at work in a week. Feels strange not working. I miss the gym and my colleagues. I keep checking the time and thinking ‘what is unit 37 doing right now?’ Now I know what Theresa went through when she went to the psych hospital in 2013 after she attempted suicide.

I am no better than anyone else in that unit. Lots of addiction and anxiety issues in the ward. That cold shower was terrible. Trent, a man who I chatted with for a few days, told me his roommate was masturbating and moving to and from his bed all night. 

I’m lucky I got out so early. I hope everyone I met can overcome their challenges and have a happy life. It is not easy. I saw first hand how easy it was to lose grip with reality. I felt guilty for leaving kitty, but he needed to be cared for. 

The worst movie I saw was little Nicky. Terrible. The best was The nutty professor 1+2. Their TV set was an ancient 20+ year old 27 inch tube tv. And a non-blue ray DVD player.

But still, watching Men in black 2 was pretty neat. Even if it was in standard definition.

Life is good.