On Loneliness and Despair

 When Theresa died my world collapsed completely. I sank into a deep depression and intense loneliness and despair. I found myself living in circles: home, gym, work. Life began to take a very dim appearance. 

Tears and sadness became my way of life. Very few people understood the depth of my pain and the memories it brings.

I used to think tears were a sign of weakness, but now I know it shows how much you love someone. You can’t take a pill to fix this. I know, I tried.