On Life

 …. It sucks. You think people are happy but the truth is misery is very established in my heart. I can’t tell you how many times I thought about Theresa and wished she was still alive. I know she is doing well in heaven, but I do wonder what life would be like if she were still alive. I still love her so very fucking much.

The amount of awful evil in this world is unbelievable. I sit and wonder about what really matters in life. Love, honour, trust, and commitment. People will trade their soul for a Diet Coke and a bag of chips these days. 

It’s not worth it.

I found someone really nice lately. I hope she knows I love her.