Memories

 

"Friends and family are fleeting, your memories are not" --Chris Words I live by, with the exception of a few people I respect and know personally.

Walking through the stores, the Goddamn Christmas music and commercials are back. It's hell on Earth for me. I hate Christmas and New Year's. Even when Marion and Theresa was alive, the people that came over to her place were horrible. 

And yet, here we are. Thinking about the past, what may be, and what may come to pass. I used to read and re-read "how not to worry" all the time. Now I just don't give a fuck.

With respects to the very few people I talk to, this is true. I have hope, and patience now. The idea of hurting anyone or even myself is foreign. And yet today, with the shooting in Virginia at the Wal-mart it brings the horrible news front and center.

No wonder people are angry.

God bless America 🦅

Chris