Sick

My little buddy named 'Kitty' who we've had since a kitten for 11 years has recently stopped eating and drinking. We took him to the vet and they said he has a heart arythmia. They wanted to run through some tests ($785) but we don't have the money to do it. He was throwing up lots yesterday, a little today. I'm hoping that he's going to be OK. But he's lost 2.5KG of weight in two months - way too much weight to lose. I feel ripped to shreds describing this. I might have to put him down. He will not suffer. I love that little guy so much, it pains me to even think about it. I would rather lose an arm than do this. He is the perfect cat. I am going to watch him a few more days. I know in my gut what will need to happen if needed. The vet is a humane method, they feel no pain. It just kills me to think about this. I am not very religious but I'm going to pray for him anyway.