Getting Back to Work

 

Going back to work - I hope soon. That's my obtainable goal here. When you're unemployed you feel partially there. Depression can sink in quickly. And before you know it, that's all you know. And sure, people may pop up now and then, just be sure to look carefully. 

People never tell you the truth anymore. They hide secrets for no reason. This moral decline has always been around. I was just blind to it. Not that I'm a saint either. It's very difficult to roust yourself from a depression. But it can be done. 

I put my fucking cat, who I love dearly, into the kitty hotel today. And I'm depressed as fuck about it. And that's that.

No one else is helping me.

No one.

And I'll remember that.