I Never Understood Crowds

 

I never understood crowds. At sporting events, I had an overwhelming urge to flee the facility, away from the angry crowds. This includes venues like the Calgary Stampede, Calgary Flames, etc. Even when I lived back in Nova Scotia, I felt like an outsider, away from society. People are mean and cruel around me. Laughing at other people's misfortunes. 

Unbelievable coldness. Especially when you travel through customs. Awful people trying to get ahead in line, calling each other names. Some even fight. Just wow.

This descent has happened since before I was born. And yet, when I go out in public now, I cringe because no one has any kindness anymore. No honesty. No truth. There is only lies and deception. And for what? Monetary gain? Extracurricular affairs? Ugh. Pathetic.

No one wants to suffer for a little while before the reward payoff. Even the Goddamn apps like Tinder or Instagram have reward sounds that are addictive. And they know it.

Burning hell for those people. But anyway, onward I walk.

Alone.

Chris