Revisiting History

 

The holidays is a struggle. I cried when I re-read this post a little while ago today:

https://www.stoneman.stream/2020/12/your-happiest-moments.html

My God, did it take me back to when I lived in Nova Scotia. I remember many Christmas's with Theresa and our in-laws at the time. George, Marion, Theresa, even Neil is dead now. So is Bernice, Mary, and a few other people I'd rather not talk about.

My life hit a snag when I bought Sung for Men. I know Theresa really liked that cologne. But anyway, I'm glad I'm here and alive. 

I still have Kitty here. I took a week off last week - and I just focused on my news site. I managed some modest growth, but nothing substantial yet. I'm hopeful it will take off soon and grow.

But anyway, the important thing is I keep a positive attitude. I believe that there is a plan for all of us - good or bad. I'm grateful to make it to 54. I couldn't believe it. 

I've lived in 3 provinces over the past 54 years: Manitoba, Alberta, Nova Scotia, and then Alberta once again. 

My life has been challenging. I will never give up. The Christmas holidays no longer have any significant meaning for me anymore. Not since she past away. 

But still, I have to have hope. 2024, I hope, will be a better year for me in all ways.

I'll be posting near Christmas time, but this year I won't be drinking very much. I slowed my marijuana use to 1 joint a night now. It helps me sleep.

But even then, one day I will quit. 

Chris